Summer

Hey hey guys!! Hope everyone is doing well because more drama has been added to my life. Summer was one of my good friends but I constantly got the feeling she didn’t want to be hanging out with me. She was always crazy and I have always been well behaved and organized. I kept ignoring signs that she didn’t want to hang with me and stuff. Finally I realized it would never change if I didn’t talk to her about it and clear the air. People have always told me that being honest with people, especially your friends, is the way to go. Well I don’t know if that’s true. I told her everything I felt and how I didn’t feel she really wanted to be my friend, that I didn’t think she’d be there for me when I needed her because we’ve been friends for a while and she hasn’t been there for me. I just told her everything I felt and I was hoping she’d apologize and we would clear the air. Well that’s a fairy tail . She didn’t apologize and she promised me she wasn’t mad but I could tell she was. The next day she made a point to ignore me too. I just don’t understand. I probably shouldn’t be her friend because she A) didn’t apologize for making me feel left out all the time and everything else B) she’s never there for me C) she only talks to me when she needs something. I never want to believe it when people are mean because I think I always try to find the best in people. I should probably try and stop because all it ever does is get me hurt. She probably doesn’t even care that we aren’t friends. I am sure she’s just going to hang out with the friends she used to tell me we’re so toxic but would never stop hanging out with. Instead she was always ditching me for them. well that’s all for today!! Hope y’all find this post interesting! Comment if you think I shouldn’t be her friend!!

Love,

Ava❤️