Hey! I am moving schools again! The school I am at now is not good. I received a threat yesterday and it was my second one this year so my parents decided to remove me! I am so happy! I couldn’t stand the school I went to! I start at my school on Monday and couldn’t be more thrilled. Sadly, it is a small school so there is only one other kid in my grade, so I am going to be taking some seventh grade courses. Plus, I think it will help in some ways. I will get a lot of attention from my teachers and all. Although there won’t be any boys to choose from! I am just soooooo happy to leave the other school!!!! I will be posting about how my first day goes on Monday so stay tuned! It is going to be weird though because it’s so late in the year to transfer. The even cooler part is that my dad and my aunt graduated from this school and my grandparents were one of 6 families that founded the school! Yeah, there’s a lot of my family history there because my grandma also was a teacher there!

Love,

Ava

Today I was doing yoga. I decided to start with the easy stuff like mountain, tree, ect. Then I came across arching mountain, and I decided to try it. All it is is standing up and slightly bending backwards. When I began to bend backwards I started to feel my body really working to keep me from falling. I realized that even the easiest things need care and concentration. That’s really what yoga is all about. Teaching us to concentrate on the smallest things. It made my body and my mind so engaged and in more control. I just wanted to share that so maybe it will inspire you to try some yoga too.

Today’s quote of the day is… you cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today

– Abraham Lincoln

Hey hey guys!! Hope everyone is doing well because more drama has been added to my life. Summer was one of my good friends but I constantly got the feeling she didn’t want to be hanging out with me. She was always crazy and I have always been well behaved and organized. I kept ignoring signs that she didn’t want to hang with me and stuff. Finally I realized it would never change if I didn’t talk to her about it and clear the air. People have always told me that being honest with people, especially your friends, is the way to go. Well I don’t know if that’s true. I told her everything I felt and how I didn’t feel she really wanted to be my friend, that I didn’t think she’d be there for me when I needed her because we’ve been friends for a while and she hasn’t been there for me. I just told her everything I felt and I was hoping she’d apologize and we would clear the air. Well that’s a fairy tail . She didn’t apologize and she promised me she wasn’t mad but I could tell she was. The next day she made a point to ignore me too. I just don’t understand. I probably shouldn’t be her friend because she A) didn’t apologize for making me feel left out all the time and everything else B) she’s never there for me C) she only talks to me when she needs something. I never want to believe it when people are mean because I think I always try to find the best in people. I should probably try and stop because all it ever does is get me hurt. She probably doesn’t even care that we aren’t friends. I am sure she’s just going to hang out with the friends she used to tell me we’re so toxic but would never stop hanging out with. Instead she was always ditching me for them. well that’s all for today!! Hope y’all find this post interesting! Comment if you think I shouldn’t be her friend!!

Love,

Ava❤️

Good morning! So I am thinking of trying out some new things to improve myself. Everything I hear tells me phones are the problem. I am thinking of doing a 24 hour challenge without my phone. The challenge is supposed to help reduce anxiety, sadness, etc. I have always had anxiety, but I feel like it has increased since I got my phone. One minute I’ll be watching TV with my family and the next I’ll be begging them to let me go get my phone to see what my friends have said. One night was talking to someone and my mom told me to get off my phone, so I put it on my night stand. I had been in the middle of a conversation and I wanted to know what they had said so bad I woke up in the middle of the night having anxiety about not knowing. That was when I decided to start doing a little research to see if the 24 hour challenge was a good idea. I also feel like I spend way to much time looking at other people’s lives when I should be living mine. I wasn’t addicted to my phone until recently when I got the iPhone 11 Pro for Christmas. The average time I used to spend on my phone everyday was about 30 to 45 minutes. Now the average time I spend on my phone is 3 plus hours everyday. To be honest this blog isn’t really helping me cut down on my time either. I just want to see if this 24 hour challenge will help reduce anxiety like it says. I really hope it works! Comment if you have tried this before!! Love Ava

So on my last post in the comments someone asked me to talk about Celia, one of my best friends. Celia and I both take advanced classes which is how we met. When I first saw Celia I thought we would have nothing in common. That my friends is a life lesson. Don’t ever stereotype people. If I hadn’t gotten over what I thought Celia would be like I wouldn’t have made the amazing friend I have now. I don’t know why I didn’t mention her in my last post because if anyone has been there for my through all this drama it’s her. Celia and I are very different to be honest, but I think that’s part of what makes us so great. We’re two totally different people inside and out. She is the artist, music loving, emo girl where as I am the very organized, no creativity, animal, and sport loving girl. I think that’s what makes us such good friends. We compliment each other very well!❤️🤍‼️ I hope everyone reading this is just as blessed as I am to have such an amazing friend and just in general great person in your life!!❤️

Should I start from the beginning? Probably, or else this might not make sense. From the beginning. It all started when I met Luke. He was overly sweet and cute. What girl wouldn’t fall for that? I know I know. I’m to young, right? Well that’s why I never said anything to him. Plus I only met him once and we didn’t talk after that one time. Then one of my friends, Summer, gave him my Instagram. When she did that she came back to me and said he used to like me but now he liked someone else. I was totally okay with that until he randomly texted me and asked me out. I thought about it but then I realized. I bearly know the guy!!! What was wrong with me?!?! So of course I said no. Then we stopped talking after that. Then he randomly asked if it was because me or my parents. I said it was because I bearly knew him. Then we started to talk and eventually became great friends. A little while later him came to me and said he liked Summer. I was sooooo excited for him. I really thought they would make a great couple, and they had already dated once. It hadn’t worked out then but they were still friends and had tons in common. I started to help him ask her out. Then we hit a bump in the rode. She decided she didn’t like him back. Instead she decided she liked this kid, Nate. Nate is not the greatest of kids. I’m not going to lie about that. Later on we were at this party and we decided that she would send Luke my phone number if I helped her get together with Nate. I helped with that but it didn’t work out and Luke now had my number.(I didn’t think I liked Luke but maybe I did. Just a little.) Later Luke came and told me he “loved” Summer. I know! Crazy, right? Anyway he started asking a bunch of questions about her. She had told me she like three people. They were Nate, Luke, and a seventh grader. Well Luke kept asking and asking. I kept telling him I couldn’t break her trust. Since I told him that he got really mad. I know I should have known we weren’t that great of friends if he wanted me to risk one of my best friendships for his gain. I guess I just didn’t want to believe it. Since he was mad at me about not being willing to tell him anything we didn’t talk for a while. I mean I missed him though so I asked for his forgiveness. He forgave me and then started asking questions about her again. Then I slipped up. I broke the trust she had instilled in me. I told Luke that she liked three guys. I swear I had no intention to hurt her. She was my good friend. He promised he wouldn’t tell her and I believed him. Then Summer told me she really liked Nate so we played a game. Summer would tell my crush I like him and to ask me out and I would tell her crush she liked him and to ask her out. Since she said she liked Nate I told him. I forgot that Nate and Luke were friends. Nate told Luke that I had set Nate and her up. He was so mad he decided to get revenge. He told Summer that I told him she liked three guys. She was so mad that I had broken her trust. And believe me when I say I felt horrible. I called my best friend, Taylor, and cried for like two hours. (Taylor used to go to my school but then she moved. We are still very close.) I was so worried she was going to be mad at school tomorrow but she was totally chill, and you want to know who was there for me the whole night other than Taylor? Nate! Nate of all people. A few weeks later I realized how much I missed Luke. I texted and ask him for forgiveness for setting up Summer and Nate. I know he should have been apologizing to me for almost destroying one of my most important relationships. Then some how some way we got into another fight. It was over something so stupid I don’t even remember it! We stopped talking again and then like three days ago he and one of his friends FaceTimed me and asked me for forgiveness. I know I should have never EVER forgiven him but it’s like he had some magical pull over me. I forgave him!! After all that. Summer and this girl Celia are pretty mad at me for forgiving him, but I felt it was the right thing to do. The Bible says to forgive and forget so I did. Ohhh I totally forgot to mention why Summer was mad at him. Since she liked three guys he called her a hoe!! I raged at him about that. I was so mad he called one of my best friends that!!! I know I really shouldn’t be his friend he totally betrayed me, right? Let me know what you think in the comments below!!! Love, Ava

I am only 12 years old, but I have a lot of drama! I love fashion and makeup, but I really love animals. I am going to become a vet one day just like my aunt. I am going to get more into drama on my next post so this one may seem boring but I promise if you keep following this page you’ll see laughs, cry’s, joyful, painful, and most of all love filled moments. Love, Ava

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